i am a seventeen year old girl who has deiced to conitue into further education. ive had two serios relationship of which the latter ended almost a year ago. since then i have seen a few guys who i have slept with then after a few weeks grown apart from and ended it with. i think i do this because it makes me feel safe to be able to have somebody close to me, and because it makes me feel empowered to know that i can have somebody at all. the need to feel this way i think dirives from my last relationship which ended because my boyfriend had on numerous occasions slept with my best friend even after being requested not to. i had complete trust in these two people alone. i still love them both and have forgiven them. i lost my virginity to him. now i have slept with ten guys, a couple being one night stands, others in relationships with other girls, not my friends… i feel unclean and i hate what i am doing. what do i need to do to clean up my life and regain selfrespect
i am trying to turn it all around so one day i can be in a good relationship with someone i really like.
and dont bother answering if your gona call me names, i can take them and its pretty childish seen as ive seen my mistakes and i want to change…yeah
yeah and sorry about the aweful typing, i wasnt concentrating much when i wrote this.
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